HUDSON IS HERE IN FIXED FOREVER BY Laurelin Paige!!!


Hudson Pierce-

You act so high and mighty, you and your perfect pregnant wife Alayna. With your perfect child and your perfect home.

You weren't always perfect. Your past is filled with misdeeds.
Does your wife know all your secrets?
Would she stand behind you if she did?

You think because she's on bedrest you can protect her? How sweet.

Sleep tight, you two.

-An Old Friend.

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EXCERPT
If she’d needed a day or two in bed, upset and processing and obsessively looking through pictures of the event on social media, what would that have mattered?

I trusted her to come back to me when she was through her anxiety.

Maybe that was the key. Maybe she wasn't punishing me —but rather, was testing me. Seeing if I was capable of actually letting her go to work and not interfering. Not showing up, cold and demanding, when she lost track of time.

Because in truth, I was the one who wasn't strong enough.

For all that I blamed her for giving in to her overactive mind, I was the one who worried too much. Who was overprotective. Who couldn't handle the thought of her suffering, even only slightly. She was the one who alerted me to possibilities, her mind skittering from one thing to the next even as she stayed my rock.

The truth was, without me, Alayna was still brilliant and clever and lovely and big-hearted and enough.

But without her, I was nothing.



Fixed Forever in 12 Songs

We've shared joy and we've shared pain
We've shared guilt and we've shared shame
We've bought into the stupid games
We've freed each other and we laid claim
Oh yes the butterflies are still there
Butterflies by Sia
#Fixedforeverplaylist
https://open.spotify.com/track/6ugqmzAitEr7uuzxTrwuxl?si=Z_6mdhjGTeCEsclw4--W-Q

*

I can still feel your breath all over me filling me
I could fuck with you for eternity, infinity
Infinity by Niykee Heaton
#Fixedforeverplaylist
https://open.spotify.com/track/4QsjfjcbwE0OxZ7TwechQx?si=2yP3fOr_QkCDHQcY8BqgnQ

*
I paced around for hours on empty
I jumped at the slightest of sounds
And I couldn't stand the person inside me
I turned all the mirrors around

Control by Halsey
#Fixedforeverplaylist
https://open.spotify.com/track/3SKzTIl9mW0DadTys9SFo3?si=OgwP18weQl-nzRp_YXDwMw

*

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Fix You by Coldplay
#FixedForeverplaylist
https://open.spotify.com/track/3ZRX7iydixcaviLeCzWSkg?si=ilRbH6oOSha4lHWLeuvR0w


*

You've been kicking in your sleep
Tossing and turning relentlessly
And I know you'd be lyin'
If you told me you were fine
And you've been screaming in your head
Swallowing the words
That I know you would have said
If you would just breathe
Oh my heart is tangled all around you
When you've got trouble, I've got trouble too
Oh my life is arm in arm with you
When you've got trouble, I've got trouble too
When You’ve Got Trouble by Liz Longley
#FixedForeverplaylist
https://open.spotify.com/track/2qsfk27mW04YRiRlsmh45W?si=6zUG4E9HRhK4sgWHIavnZw

*
When your dreams all fail
And the ones we hail
Are the worst of all
And the blood’s run stale
I want to hide the truth
I want to shelter you
Demons by Imagine Dragons
#FixedForeverplaylist
https://open.spotify.com/track/797BXv0JuhyiwDr0IDzWeW?si=OnOj906gR06e2nZJJdy8Yg


*

But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough
Somebody That I Used to Know by Gotye
#FixedForeverplaylist
https://open.spotify.com/track/5XPSElbh3y0S1Jl0ggpwQr?si=T_QADojdS0mP_6iVWb7aLw


*
You'll never know what hit you
Won't see me closing in
I'm gonna make you suffer
This hell you put me in
I'm underneath your skin
The devil within
You'll never know what hit you
The Devil Within by Digital Daggers
#FixedForeverplaylist
https://open.spotify.com/track/3TnGabS1ylWPNOTa2kJBDn?si=vpjwt8upQlmsaoAOThaSwA


*

You give me a reason
Something to believe in
I know, I know, I know
You give me a meaning
Something I can breathe in
I know, I know, I know
Homesick by Dua Lipa
#FixedForeverplaylist
https://open.spotify.com/track/5E5MqaS6eOsbaJibl3YeMZ?si=dbL3Je4xRICWbt2XkDHTeg


*

Because maybe, you're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all, you're my wonderwall
#FixedForeverplaylist
https://open.spotify.com/track/3N7wclRSF2D2RT3O27LEOE?si=sJJrOyS1QWGCrZN7zrw7ww


*

You are the fire to my thoughts
The spark that starts it all
And with your eyes you can move me to your
Worlds that fall apart
If you die before I do, I know that heartache
Will kill me too
So if I ever live again, it will be to find you
I will love you, I will love you
Until the blood all leaves these hands
Don’t you let us, don’t you let us
Close to an early grave
Give me a lifetime
And then fifteen more to find the words
That will explain
How I need you, how I see you
How you are everything that I have
I Will Love You by Gin Wigmore
#FixedForeverplaylist
https://open.spotify.com/track/1HUu5zRIwsifiOkZXu7Hbs?si=y4M6YSrOSYO5NNrOysUP4g


*

My head’s under water
But I’m breathing fine
You’re crazy and I’m out of my mind
'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I’ll give my all to you
You’re my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I’m winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all, all of you
All of Me by John Legend
#FixedForeverplaylist
https://open.spotify.com/track/1r5f90h75wkkd0eQYMWiqL?si=xixY9mbvRkKLmUG6EwZa7w






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RECOMMENDED READING ORDER:

✦ Fixed on You (Fixed #1)
✦ Found in You (Fixed #2)
✦ Forever with You (Fixed #3)
✦ Hudson (Fixed #4)
✦ Chandler (strongly recommended)
✦ Fixed Forever (Fixed #5)

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